Saturday, February 13, 2010

2010/2/13

Right now, I'm sitting in a coffee shop a few minutes from my house. It's small and cozy. The coffee is okay, but think it could be a good place to come from time to time. For those who don't know, I have recently moved to a new place in 건대 (Kondae) which is located in Seoul. I have been trying to get my place to look nice and am awaiting the arrival of my couch. Hopefully it will be here by Tuesday. It was suppose to arrive by Thursday, but apparently a little snow stopped that from happening. Other than that, the place is coming together. I like it.

I just found out that I will be transferring to another branch for my kindergarten. It is located in Jamsil which is about 10 minutes away from where I live by subway. The other place took me about an hour and a half to get to work. This means I will get to sleep an extra hour!! That's good news for me. The director I work for now is moving there also. It will be good to continue to work for the same boss. That way, we already know how each other works.

I'm done with Seoul National University. Since I am in the musical, I will not have time to go back until after the musical. I'm also thinking of not going back to SNU, but instead to a school closer. Maybe Kondae. We will see how things work out after the musical.

Speaking of the musical, that is going... well... it's hard. Trying to learn a script that is in a language you don't fully understand is really hard. However, everyone is trying to help and makes it a lot of fun. Friday, we had an interview with tbs efm, a radio station here in Korea. That was fun. Apparently, Tuesday KBS will be coming to document the rehearsal process and take some photos. I guess I should look decent for my TV appearance.

I honestly cannot say how thankful I am. God has truly blessed me with this amazing opportunity. I work with wonderful people and have met so many people. It truly is a great experience. I'm anxious and excited about the performance. I just hope Koreans understand that we are giving our hearts into it, but it will not be perfect. I mean, we are foreigners acting in a language we don't know. But I believe they will understand.

Pray for us. We will all need patience during this time. People can become frustrating during situations like this and we all need to stay cool and calm.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

A Man Sitting on His Shoes

I'm walking home from the bus when I see a man sitting on the ground barefoot. He is barefoot because he is using his shoes to keep him off the wet ground. It is raining slightly and the man looks cold.

I want to do something for him, but what? I reach into my pocket for my change before deciding to pull out my wallet. I grab a few thousand won and hand it to him. I put my wallet away and cross the street.

"Is that all you can do?" my heart cries.

"He's Korean. I don't speak Korean. What more could I do?" I reply.

I walk to the bus stop thinking about the man sitting on his shoes. Could I have done more? How do I communicate with someone who speaks a different language? How do I show Christ's love without words?

After I got on the bus, I went home where it is dry and away from the cold. I can't stop thinking about the man sitting on his shoes. Guilt tries to come in, but I know guilt is not needed. Action is needed. But what action? I'm in a foreign land with a foreign language. What can I do? God has called me to stand up and stand out, but how?

This man sitting on his shoes has stirred something inside me.